I can’t tell anybody anything in fear of being cheated or backstabbed. How sad.

have been the only girl I’ve wanted for months.
You are the absolute most stunning girl I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.
You see beyond my mistakes, my flaws, and my imperfections.
You’re unlike all of the other girls out there; you’re an actual woman. You are mature, intelligent, kind-hearted, have a sense of humor, live life to the fullest, and know exactly how to have a good time.
I see you almost everyday, but we hardly ever talk. I get in a weird mood when I’m around you; it’s like all of my troubles go away and I no longer feel the need to impress anybody.
You take my breath away every time you look at me with those big, beautiful eyes.
I could give you almost everything that you want in a guy, but you’ll never want me like I want you.
I just want to be your boyfriend while being your best-friend at the same time. I want to cuddle with you, and watch your favorite Disney movies. We can watch Beauty & the Beast, and actually dance while watching the movie. We can go out and walk around Dallas or Fort Worth in the night lights, or we can travel down to North Carolina and spend a week in the mountains at my family’s cabin.
The point is, I just want to be with you.
You’re everything I could ever want in a girl.

I just wish you would feel the same way.

That you would give the entire world to, but you know that you two will never happen..

I think about the “what ifs”.
I think about you.
I think about our memories together.
I think about “what is she doing? Does she still think about me as much as I do her? Does she even still love me?”
But the thing I think about most is “…. Will there ever be another ‘us’….?”

Everyone knows that I have to move on, but we both know I’m not strong enough to…